Let's talk about Love

Sometimes I wondered what I'd be when I grew up
And then I remembered it was anything I dreamed of
I could be a poet or a singer
I can be a scientist
But before I make that decision
Let's talk about my list

Let's talk about love
Let's talk about peace
to living in perfect harmony
Let's talk about hugs
and talk about ways that we can share
Let's talk about you
Let's talk about me
Let's talk about how we can be one big family
Let's talk about love
Let's talk about love

Sometimes I feel like i wanna give my friends a call
to tell them what I'm dreaming and everything I want
I want us to be a little closer
And to always reach out a hand
To be kind to one another
And to always understand
It's all about love
It's all about peace
and living in perfect harmony
It's all about hugs
and all about ways that we can share
It's all about you
It's all about me
It's all about how we can be one big family
It's all about love

Everybody has a heart
Everybody has a smile
Let's wrap a bow around each one
And give it away once in while

It's all about love
It's all about peace
and living in perfect harmony
It's all about hugs
and all about ways that we can share
It's all about you
It's all about me
It's all about how we can be one big family
It's all about love

P/s: Loveliest song ever!!!!

The grace by which I stand

Dear God,
I find no better way to start my blog but with the word God! Everything springs from God, everything goes through Him and everything is resolved by Him!
I thank God deeply for the bible studying session today! It reminded me of the old time when JessSher did follow up with me! We had great fun and were in great fellowship and relationship with You God! We were filled with Your Love and by Your Grace, free from all the worries! We were full of the zeal and the passion to impart Your Love to others' lives God! It has been a long way since we got here today! Many things have happened and all the more I thank You God! Its not for that I am in perfect connection with You right now that I wanna thank You, because apparently, I am so not in proper connection with You due to the many distractions! Its not for the happy old time that I wanna thank You either! Its more of for the journey that leads me from there to here, from then to now that I wanna thank You!
All along this journey, there have been ups and downs: moments when I was desperate for Your words and moments when You were just a faint dot in my life, moments when everything was wonderful and bright and moments when I seemed so stuck and bogged down by my own problems! All along this journey, You have been there; its just a matter whether I realize and acknowledge your presence or not, and whether I give myself enough time to listen to your whisper of guidance or not! I have grown up a lot I guess since I now truly understand what it means by turning to You in EVERYTHING through prayer and waiting for You in PATIENCE! That's why Faith is so important!
I thank God for Tham so much so much!
I thank God for my lifelong friend too for not hiding anything from me! You know wad, if God can restore my broken friendship, surely He can protect our friendship k!
And i pray for our class!!!!
And NO ONE ELSE!!!!

Thinking of you

God has never failed me! And this is not exception! My prayer was answered in the most unexpected circumstance ever, and all i wanted to do was to give you a huge hug to tell you how much I miss you, and how much I miss us!!! Things have not been right for such a long time that I cant even remember how to talk to you normally! I dont know if you feel anything, but for me, words are tangled and stuck deep within me! There are so many things I want to ask you, and probably so many things about you and your life that I have missed out during these few months of us treating each other like strangers! I have not yet to figure out how I am going to pick myself up and find the exact spot where we left off to start over, but I believe that God is with me again and always! And true friends will be able to somehow find each other along their paths!

I woke up today thinking of God and His Grace! I will definitely spend my entire life giving Him thanks! For every new day, every simple happiness, every bit of sorrow, every slightest doubt, every single tear and every little fear! For He is with me and always! Through out everything!

P/S: Ikea was fun!!!:D

I'll come to you

God has appeared again, when I need Him the most.
I was so surprised to see my heart softened when He reminded me about LOVE.
He gave me a heart to love people, and not to harbor any hatred.
He told me to speak the truth in Love and embrace every one with a Loving attitude.
So I'm going to give it a try.
I'll come to you... with a heart full of LOVE cos God just made me realize that you are not just any one in my life, you are someone. And for that special space you have already had in my heart, I will not let you walk out of my life.

Things are going to work out, rite God???

Friday I'm in love!

Friday, cant be any more slacking!!! Last PE of the year, andddd we played captain ball!!!Anddd I didnt sweat at all cos most of the time, no all the time, I was standing there talking to Alaric, Sher and Arina!!! We were pretty much useless that when the ball was coming towards us, Sher, Arina and I screamt our heads off!Though we were practically cornering the ball, somehow, it passed us undeflected!!!Seriously, no one can ever beat us!!!Physics lecture, as always, was so boring!!! And Lyon didnt come again, he didnt give us anything to do either so we had another free block!!!After much lingering around, we set off for our celebration!

And it was the first time I travelled with cirle line!!! A lot of unglam and funny and stupid things happened to us on the MRT, like how Jess sat with her legs so open haha!!! Sorry Jess, but its the truth!!!

Andddd Shokudo (or whatever you call it) is seriously amazing!!! Its a Jap kinda marche!!! Its so nice, everyone must agree that I ate real much!!! Dawn and I were so happy with our ham and cheese ommelette! And we discovered one real cute thing about Xiu, that she will open her eyes real big everytime she eats soup!!! haha, we even recorded the moment!!! Then we took picture outside the restaurant, made so much noise, and stuck with our SarahHannahEstruth (our balloon's name) rescuing mission!!! Dawn sprayed water furiously, Jess and I blew nonstoppingly, and Sher reached out desperately for the balloon!!! Finally, despite Jess's disappointment, we decided to use Shiao's umbrella to rescue our dear balloon!!! (Jess, i know you love challenges but...yeahh...you know!!!!haha!!!)

Then we went to taka to shop for a pair of slippers for Xiu but she said she had already bought a new pair! So we walked around and ended up with a Jap food fair!!! Got real excited man!!! We ate ice cream and I ate Rum-Rum Raisin, my beloved!!! Then we went to Kino, where Sher and Dawn had a balloon fight!!!

Seriously, so much funnnn!!!!
I love the fact that we can create something out of nothing!!! Thats what true friendship is all about I guess!!!!
Love you guyssss reallll muchhhh!!!!!

Sleeping through the static...

Right now, as i'm writing these lines down, I'm feeling sad and helpless. It's nothing all of a sudden. It has accumulated over time; it has always been there whether I wanted to admit it or not. Sometimes, things which you assume will forever stay the same just falls apart. It seems like there is no reason at all, but if you sit down and think about it, it is a chain of events that leads to what you see today. For me, I'm seeing the process happening day by day. I know the specific events that cause you unhappiness and further drift us apart. But i'm just not doing anything to change it, not at all. I know what will be at the end if this continues but i'm just static.

What will you do if you realize the person you have always known by heart suddenly changes? You may blame circumstances, and you are glad that you realize before it is too late.
But what will you do if you realize you have never really known the person you assumed to know by heart? You will feel angry with yourself for being so ignorant and unobservant. You will blame yourself for suddenly becoming so picky and harsh. You will play with the thought what if you had known it right from the start.

That's why I hate growing up. The moment you grow up, you start having your own set of values . The more you experience in life, this set of values, though subjected to changes, will become stronger. You cant look at everybody with the same innocent eyes anymore because honestly speaking, no one is perfect. And for some reasons, for some people, you just cant stand. It's not that you hate them; it is more of the fact that their values and your values clash so badly that you'd rather not talk. The bad thing about me is that I cant pretend and I cant tell lies and I cant fake. So? I cant tell you that you are right when I personally think that you are just so wrong. I cant assure you that you are not selfish at all when you are so self-centered. I cant agree with you when you talk bad about people and I think that it is just so unreasonable of you to hate them that way. And I cant stand it when you just blow up at people and think that you have all the reasons on earth to do so. I cant tell you so many things because most of the time you will be the one talking.

I just started to learn to pretend. I pretend that things have not worsened. I pretend that I dont know all the moments I hurt you. But dear, I'd rather let things pass by this way than have to, one day, look at you straight in the eyes to tell you that ALL ALONG YOU HAVE NOT BEEN WHOM I THOUGHT TO BE. I'd rather stay away from you to allow myself to adjust than hastily make efforts to bridge our relationship just to discover that I CANT BUILD A BRIDGE FROM ONE SIDE.

In the mean time, I just cant feel close to you.

I'm praying to God that He will open our hearts and give us more understanding. God, I dont know whether keeping this problem to myself is a wise choice. Give me light and guide me through please. And I pray that all the decisions I will be making will be from your Words. Thank You God. AMEN!

P/S: On a much much happier note!!!! HAPPEE BDAE XIUXIU!!!!LOVE YOU REAL REAL REAL MUCH! HOPE THAT YOU HAD GREAT FUN GOING HOME WITH ALL THE BALLOONS!!!!

Về với cuộc sống bình thường!

Sau bao nhiêu ngày mong đợi thì cũng đã được về làm người bình thường!!! Vừa thấy sung sướng mà cũng vừa thấy lạ lạ!!! Thấy sức chịu đựng của con người quả là vô biên, không thể ngờ được là mình bị tạm giam trong vòng một tuần liền, không làm được trò gì có ích cho đời ngoài việc lên Fb lập mấy cái quiz nhảm nhí!!! Thế này mới biết ở tù nó khổ sở bứt rứt thế nào!!! Thật là kinh khủng hết chỗ nói!!!Tự do muôn năm!!!

Từ trại tạm giam trở về thấy nhiều việc phải làm ra phết: giặt dũ dọn dẹp mua bán mấy thứ cần thiết, lại còn phải ngồi làm bài thi nữa chứ!!!Không đâu tự dưng lại mất hết cả áo đồng phục!!!Bó gối bản thân!!!Được cái từ sáng đến giờ, vì cảm giác sung sướng được thả về, thấy yêu đời hẳn lên!Thật ra thì từ trước đến nay mình có chán đời bao giờ đâu nhưng mà hôm nay thì gọi là đặc biệt yêu đời! Thấy trong cuộc sống có nhiều thứ mình cho là điều đương nhiên quá!!!Như kiểu bạn bè ngồi ăn với nhau ấy, nói chuyện rôm rả, thấy thế cũng là bình thường! Nhưng mà rồi mấy hôm nữa không được tự do thoải mái ngồi với nhau rồi, chắc chết luôn!Mà trong đợt bị lên núi, hay nhìn thấy mọi người ngồi ăn đông vui ở dưới sân!Thèm lắm ấy!Nhiều lúc cứ đứng đấy nhìn mọi ngưởi thôi, chẳng muốn gọi!Một phần là vì cứ thích ngắm mọi người thế thôi, thấy hay hay!Không biết mọi người có biết là trông mọi người rất vui rất ấm cúng không! Phải một lần làm người đứng ngoài thì mới biết trân trọng những gì mình đang có được!!!Phần còn lại thì là sợ gọi xong, mọi người lại phải hếch mặt lên mà nhìn, mỏi cổ không ăn được!!! (Chằng là vì mình bị đầy đoạ lên tầng 8 mà, cao lắm!!!)!May là ở trên này còn có TốLan, con Hằng, con Quế!!!Không thì đúng là không chết vì cúm mà chết vì chán!!!Sau vụ holiday, hay ngồi giảng bài cho Hằng hieo, lại thêm vụ bị cách ly cùng với nhau, mình với nó thân hẳn lên!!!Nghe nó kể chuyện cười thì không biết là nên cười hay nên khóc vì thiếu muối quá!!!Abuse nó thì rất là thích vì nó nhiều mỡ!!!Tóm lại là con hieo rất đáng yêu!!!

Ước gì ai cũng được như mình nhỉ???Sống đơn giản thôi, không suy nghĩ lung tung không cần thiết!Không dễ bị tự ái vặt!Không tính toán nhiều!Không không và rất nhiều thứ không khác!!!Không phải là mình không có khuyết điểm,không có mơ ước nọ kia, chỉ thấy là mình hài lòng với hiện tại lắm!Thấy cuốc sống trôi đi nhẹ nhàng lắm, mỗi ngày một niềm vui!

Xem xong phim roi!

Hom qua, truoc khi con ToLan (nghe danh nay la Hoang To Lam) khan goi xuong nui, moi nguoi tren nay da kip nghien het bo Lap Trinh Trai Tim!!!haha!!!Xem phan mot thi buon cuoi vo bung, lan le bo toai ra ma cuoi ma khong het buon!!!Xem phan hai thi tuc no ruot, may dua gao thet ho het am i cu nhu la xem da bong ay!!! Gom, hiem thay khi xem phim truyen hinh VN ma khan gia lai nhiet tinh the nay!!!Haha, cong nhan la hay!!! Rut ra duoc nhieu bai hoc kinh nghiem xuong mau; cac bai hoc nay da duoc tong ket xuc tich gon gang trong mot cai Note tren Fb cua con ToLan!!! Cong nhan la cai su bua cung duoc sinh ra tu su nham chan!!!

Troi oi!!! T2 chung to moi duoc xuong nui!!! Theo dung ke hoach thi chac la minh voi con Hang hieo phai duoc xuong nui ngay mai co, nhung ma canh doi no eo le lam ay! Chang la hom truoc minh voi Hang hieo vua thuc hien mot phi vu ga bay, tron xuong tang 2 de lay do tiep te tu JessSherDawn, dang te ton te ton di ve phong thi bi Sam Soi phat hien!!! Cu goi la....kich tinh, con Que so xanh mat mieo haha!!!! Roi tat nhien la Sam Soi ko de yen cho 2 dua socially irresponsible nay yen roi, nen la stay cua minh o day bi extended mot ngay!!! Bo goi roi!!! Thoi ko sao, o lai day cho con Que no do buon, ko thi no lai bi co don!!! Xem het LTTT roi thi len down bo tu 10A8!!! Trong suot cuoc doi minh chua thay cai phim nao ma no bi benh thieu muoi tram trong den nhu the!!! Nhung ma thinh thoang xem may phim thieu muoi day de cuoi vao mat chung no cho vui cung duoc!!!

B h thi chac lai di an roi!!!May hom nay chi co an roi xem phim roi ngu roi an roi xem phim roi ngu!!! A them viec take temperature nua!!! Vinh quang qua!!!

Nho cho hien tai va tuong lai!!!

May ngay hom nay bi cach ly vi H1N1! Trong luc tat ca moi nguoi dang soi len vi thi cu hoc hanh cang thang thi minh o tren tang 8 nay, chang phai thi tho j! Dang ra cung phai lay the lam may, nhung ma o tren nay chan lam ay! Internet thi chap chon, va rat la cham chap nua!!! Dien thoai thi gan het tien, ko dam goi dien nhan tin nhieu! May la hom truoc duoc ban Tin tiep te cho phim Lap Trinh Cho Trai Tim! Nho moi nguoi qua!!! Hom nay mot so ban thi xong roi, den t6 thi tat ca moi nguoi se thi xong het!!!

Hom qua luc dem, ko ngu duoc, ra ngoai ban cong nhin ngam tu tren cao xuong cai khung canh ma 2 nam nay minh da thay that la quen thuoc! Thay co cai j moi la, khang khac lam! Ve dem, yen tinh, chi co mot minh minh va cai khung canh ay! Trong moi thu ngan nap nhu mo hinh thu nho, thay cuoc song o Singapore sao ma ngan nap den the, den muc nham chan! Nhung ma het nam nay, chac lai se co luc bang khuang ma nho cai su nham chan nay! The la 4 nam hoc bong cua minh cung sap het roi! Ngoanh di ngoanh lai se den cai luc phai noi loi chia tay voi Singapore, voi ban be o day, voi ca cai lu ban VN ma ngay nao cung dan dum tu tap cuoi noi nhu nguoi trong nha the nay! La that! Nhu kieu biet truoc la con duong thang sap den luc phai re ngoat roi! Biet truoc la se nuoi tiec nhung j quen thuoc tren cai con duong thang nay, va ko biet dieu j se don doi minh o nhung nga re kia!!! Con duong phia truoc se la con duong nhu the nao? Nhung nguoi ban moi minh se gap se la nhung nguoi ra sao??? Song tren doi nay chac se co nhieu lan minh phai ban khoan voi may cau hoi tuong tu! Chac la cang ve gia, cang tung trai thi nguoi ta se cang binh than hon truoc nhung chuyen nhu the nay! Ko phai la cai binh than cua trai tim bi dong da, ma la cai binh than xuat phat tu trong mot tam hon biet nhin ra duoc cai khia canh tat yeu cua hoi ngo va ly biet trong cuoc song cua moi nguoi! Minh nghi nhu the, va hon het, hy vong la nhu the!!!

Song la phai co niem tin!
Tin la mot ngay nao do minh se gap lai ban!
Tin la du minh co khong gap lai ban, thi ban van thinh thoang mim cuoi khi nghi den minh! Nhu khi minh nghi den ban ay!!!