Assuredly Yours

All that I am is in You

All that I seek is to follow You

I run to Your side when You call

There is the hope I am longing for

Just to be by your side

There is hope in my life

There is no greater freedom I’ll find

So take my life

And all that I have to give

Take my world

Just inhabit all of it

Take my dreams

Make me assuredly Yours

It is just amazing to be able to thank God everyday, simply for my life in Him.

It is a relief to lift my burden up to Him.

Praying for ToLan.

P/S: I like my new theme loadsss!!!! Thanks to HaLinh!!! Chop Chop!!!! I really really really love her so much!!!!!Breakfast with you was as sweet and blissful as always. I guess it really doesnt matter where we go or what we do. So tada *kiss from the heart*!!!!

Try

I went for service on Sunday, after such a long long time. I guess everyone was so shocked to have seen me, the first thing they did was to scream. It was really nice and wonderful to come back to church knowing that my presence would always be welcome. I accompanied Tham for adult service. It was just good to be able to go to church with Tham. It seemed like an eternity since we last went to church together, went for cell, or planned stuff for our cell kids. I thank God so much for this opportunity to let our hearts be still in God's presence. I thank God for Tham as well. As I said, everyone has ups and downs sometimes. I wont bug you for the reason because I think it does not matter anymore. Our friendship stands. Enjoy your trip back home. I pray that God will be watching over you, blessing your reunion with your family, and finallly creating some space for you to be with Him.

Youth service was just superb. I was so moved by God. And I guess Jess was too. I thank God for the powerful worship, which spoke right to my heart and my struggles. Just make me assuredly Yours, just take over my world, take all my dreams, and take care of my heart so that I can stand strong on Your words, and unashamed in front of You.

I thank God for Jess for the great suggestion of going for service, for being an encouragement as always, and for living a life reflecting Your love and Your words.
I thank God for SuHui Jie for her passion for Jesus, for simply rejoicing with me.
I thank God for pastor for always bearing in mind the persecution we have to face and keeping track of me always. I'm meeting her for tea this Thursday. Exciting!!!

We told our parents and friends about us. I thank God for their understanding. I guess what I need the most now is someone to tell me that I am really on the right track, and there is no better way. I have no doubt about my feeling, but I'm just insecure about my decision and the future. I treasure every single moment with you, but sometimes when I look at you, it hurts badly for I know that we may not be able to work it out at the end of the day, and that probably it will be a sad ending. I know there is nothing we can say or do about it for now, and only time will tell. God has a plan for us, so I just pray that I will be able to follow God's will even when it hurts.

Dear God,
I'm praying for ToLan. I pray that You will show her the way, give her a clear conscience, and guide her heart. I know it is very hard a struggle she is going through, and probably no one else can understand it. I really dont know what to do either. So I just lift this matter up to You and have faith that You will watch over her and her heart. And just prompt me if there is anything I can do for her. Thank you Jesus!

Thats about it for now I guess!

P/S: The new Starbucks is really cool!!!! If I were still in NanYang, I would go to Starbucks to study everyday!!! haha!!! And telling you about my dream was spr dpr embarrassing! But it was very sweet and gentle rite? Take care of my cap!

The heart never lies

I thank God so much for JessSher and HaLinh, for being really really understanding. I would have been terribly lost without them talking me through this.
I thank God for you, for being just amazingly mindful and sweet.
And I pray that God will safeguard our hearts.

P/s: Are you sure that you only saw one star?:D

Psalm 23

Prelim is pretty much over for our class! And I seriously thank God so so much for this entire period, for the strength He provided me with, for the inner peace He granted me, for the love He filled me with, and for the trust He placed in me as I placed mine in Him!

I always think about how I should trust God! But recently I realize that God trusts me so much as well. My parents brought me up, and when its time to let me fly with my own wings, they trust that I will be able to soar high and continue flying after every fall. It is the same way with God. He gives me new life in Him and trusts that I will be able to make the best out of this new life. He gives me the Holy Spirit, and trusts that I will be able to enjoy its fruits. He gives me faith and trusts that I will be able to believe in things which are unseen. He gives me love and trusts that I will let it overflow. He gives me more than enough and trusts that I will always come back for more.
And sometimes God gives me a broken heart so that I know that He can mend all things.

I guess I'm reading Captivating soon!

I thank God for HaLinh for just being there for me all the time, for Hang hieo and j Lou for being really caring and sensitive when I was crying my head off yesterday, and for Jess for asking me whether I felt sad this morning (which I actually did)! I thank God for the thing called friendship!!!

P/s: I really mean it when I say I feel like a princess! Deeply treasured and cared for! I don't mind being your little princess! And I thank God for you friend, for all the things you say and do, like calling just to check on me, dropping by to visit me, accompanying me, reading Chinese newspaper with me (though your Chinese is like D7) and even nagging me about eating all day long! Thank you for creating all these details in the fabric, though I know they will taste bittersweet!
And I am wholeheartedly praying that you will get to know God one day, even though I may not be here to rejoice with you.