I am listening to A Twist in my Story.
There was a twist in our story, but only you knew it.
I have really no clue. And I remember this is not the first time I run into this kinda situation, not with you but with other people. They are all my close people because otherwise, I wouldnt be bothered so much.
And I am hoping for another twist now so that things will be steered back to the right direction, to where we used to be. Or at least, to where we are supposed to be.
I dont know where I went wrong. And I am sorry still because I know no matter how hard I try, I dont always look at things the way you do. I am sorry for all the things that could have possibly irritated you.
I really want to be your close friend, as simple as that.

Dear God,
I think I am very broken.
Something very wrong is going on here.
But I really dont know why.
A voice is telling me that You are not where You are supposed to be.
May be I am not putting You first all this time.
May be that's why I find it so hard to feel loved.
May be I have learnt the lesson that only You can be my everything, and no one else.
I am trying to make someone else meeting all my needs and I am failed.
I am disappointed and hurt.
I dont even know who is right and who is wrong anymore.
But may be that is not even important after all, trying to reason it out.
This is a painful way to learn it.
A heartbreaking one.
So be my everything
Come and fix me please
Thank You God
Amen