Thank you

I thank God for

1. To Lan. I realized no matter how crazy she seemed those past weeks and no matter how huge a wall we tried to build against each other, we are still so much us. She is still so much my little friend... I pray that God will give you the courage to tell the truth though the future is so uncertain. Honestly, i would have absolutely no idea of what to do if I were in your situation. But I will always be there in every step you take k!!! Love you!!!!! So so so much! I just realize I can never afford to lose this friendship!

2. Ha Linh. One deep breath. AND YOU DID IT!!!!!!!!!!! I nearly cried!!!! Just too significant such a moment. Excited for your journey ahead?

3. Che!!!! I realize how much i miss talking to her!!! I really wish that I did spend more time with her then! going to write her long long letter soon!!! But i'm going to reread all the letters i wrote to her 2 years ago!!!! Will miss her a lot!!!

4. Hang! You and I gave her JC today (She requested that the name should not be mentioned in public!!!hahaha). Without her, i may only realize that I love you after As. And I cant imagine what I would do!!!!

5. And you... so fun splashing water at you today. I watched you walk away, cross the bridge, and disappear. Just scared one day you will just walk out of my life. I don't know what i will do. What will you do?

P/S: Like I said, God gives. God takes. And I say thanks, always.

Lucky

Do you hear me,

I'm talking to you

Across the water across the deep blue ocean

Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams

I feel your whisper across the sea

I keep you with me in my heart

You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

They don't know how long it takes

Waiting for a love like this

Every time we say goodbye

I wish we had one more kiss

I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea

To an island where we'll meet

You'll hear the music, fell the air

I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees

Move so pretty you're all I see

As the world keeps spinning round

You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

Lucky to be coming home someday

P/S: From mouse with loads of love!!!!

A time for us

Woke up with puffy eyes, knowing that every thing is fine after all.

I thank God so much for you.

Fighting, crying, laughing.

That's how you walk me into this relationship.

I know i'm spoilt. But you will help me.

And for that, I'm grateful.

Happy 2 month anniversary!

Love you

P/S: 15 days left. Cant wait for physics paper 3 to be over though it will be a hard paper I guess. Just talked to HaLinh. And regretting not hugging ToLan just now.

Everything I'm not

Hello friend!

I really mean it when I said sorry.

I walked out of the house, knowing that you would be irritated and that I would once again make everything go wrong.

But there was this part of me knew that no matter what I would be safe around you.

Your reactions made me scared and I had no clue about what to do next.

May be I should stop making your world revolve around me.

You say it's kiddish. And you don't fancy it.

This is just one of the million things that you do not like about my kiddish nature.

I will try to change, just scared that I wont be myself when I am around you anymore if i try too hard. And that's the last thing you want, I know it for sure.

I will try, at the same time, I am just wondering if you have ever considered learning to love those parts of me. Have you . . .?

Thanks for telling me all of this.

Love you,

P/S: Have a blessed Sunday and take a break from me k. I dont want you to get tired from loving me.

Your Grace is enough

Things have been fine. Midway through As. Extra time did help a bit for Geog and hopefully Econs, but kinda unnecessary for Maths.

I read Captivating yesterday, and realized a very basic thing: I have tried so hard to fill the hole in my heart myself, knowing that there is no one better than God to do the job. And I never knew that God has a place in His heart which only I can get access to too. So it is quite mutual, I want God in my life and He longs for me.

I need something starting with letter G. It's Your Grace. So much...

May be it was a chain of events. May be it was a lack of events. May be it was just the way it had all along been.

I really have no clue about it, and no clue about you.

God knows I've tried.

And He told me to keep trying.

P/S: I told her that she has nice specs just now. Thanks for walking me out of my comfort zone and helping me face all the the thoughts I feel like pushing away. I love you as always! And its time to wake up dear!

P/S: Planning a trip with HaLinh!!! Would be cool man!!!