Here I am

My first week at work passed so quickly! It was fun! I'm so thankful for all the people working with me! They have been great source of help, care and entertainment as well!!! Sometimes when the bar is really empty, we have good chat and tease one another about anything possible. They love teasing me about you friend and Aaron keeps calling you army boy!!!! When it is crowded, it is really mad!!!! Sometimes, people forget to pay and we forget who ordered what!!! Though the pay is not much, I love the place and the people! And I'm thankful for this very simple fact that even when I am wiping the tables, Christian music is being played!!! I will bring my church CD there soon!!! But it is nowhere to be found yet!!! Hehe!!!

Praying with you over the phone is really encouraging friend! I pray that God will slowly build your faith in Him!!! God has been working in you in such an unexpected and amazing way!!! I decided to wait till my first salary to buy Captivating! I guess the feeling is just different when it is your first salary!!!

Will wait till this weekend to do NUS app with you!!!

I'm supposed to go out for lunch with DawnXiuJessSher this Sat but Chop booked me first!!!Haha!!! Next weekend then!!! We can celebrate Dawn's birthday!!!

P/S: I had no mosquito bite yesterday!!!

And how is your shooting this morning?

Far away

Hello!

You are at your camp now. I think the weather is just terrible. I pray that God will take care of you, physically and spiritually.

I am at National library now. I have work later. I'm quite excited to learn new things there like making drinks and stuff.

I know that I wont have the blessing of hearing your voice everynight for this week. And I pray that God will keep us stay strong.

Weekend with you was so fun and sweet. I thank God that we become more and more attached and that we can talk about anything. I love us and I think we are so very blessed. I feel very blessed getting to know the people whom you hold dear to as well, like your mom. I really dont mind teaching her more about facebook every weekend.

I cant imagine being with anyone else but you.

Deep in my heart, I always know that I chose the difficult path.

But I dont regret.

Thank God.

Two is better than one

It has been 2 days since you booked in and I have been quite busy running here and there to settle my work in Singapore. Thank God for the smooth run of things and a pleasant turn of events.

It is only when I lay down on your bed and cover my face with Blanky that I start to miss you so so much. A heart wrenching feeling, which makes tears stream down so easily in such a nonstopping manner. On my way to MRT today, as I walked past the path that we have walked together hand in hand so many times, I thought about you. You were probably somewhere running under the hot sun, or shouting out random noises. You were just half an hour of drive and one hour of ferry (is it???) away from me, but it seemed so far away. It seemed like we were world apart. May be it is true, because I will never understand what you are going through and how you are feeling inside there. Put it this way, I may understand, but I cant really relate to you. So it was a pang of sadness for me to come to realize that I cant do anything to help you when you feel so bleak. What you said made perfect sense! But again, my only reason is that I have strong Faith that something good will come out of it if you press on and persevere. Pray friend! I believe that God will show you the way! Talk to Danny and ask him to pray with you as well!

It is nice to accompany your mum and your grandma at home watching Korean Drama and Kungfu Kitchen. Tomorrow I am moving out about 11am!

I was not disappointed.

I was not sad.

I was just confused. I dont know whether to persuade you with that Faith of mine or just let it be your way.

And I know that it sounds stupid to you, but I start thinking about whether I will be able to support your many other decisions in the future.

Will off the light for your grandma now!

Bye friend!

I thank God once again for the very fact that you are seeking Him with all your heart! And I'm still praying for the moment that you will finally let Him in!