Michael Jackson

SERIOUSLY!!!!
Cant believe that MJ has gone!!!
His life is really sad, and no one has really understood him as a person I guess!!!
None of us!!!
And only now, when he cant hear what we want him to hear, we say that the we love him so much!!!! He used to be my idol when i was real small! I still vividly remember the first time I watched Black or White mv and was so amazed by his moonwalk!!! As I grew up, I did not listen to his music much (probably cos he didnt sing or come up with anything new for the past 10 years)! And i thought of liking MJ as a crazy stage of my childhood!!!
But now, when I know for sure that he's gone forever, I feel a big part missing! Like the person, who first bridged me to English music, has gone!
Sad overall!!!

"This the type of song that make the angels cry,
I look up in the sky and I wonder why?
why you had to go, go
I know it's better on the other side,
you were chosen from the start
never gon let you go"
-Better on the other side, Michael Jackson Tribute-

To MJ: YOU ARE AMAZING! May God and His peace be with you!

P/s: Listening to Black or White, Heal the World, We are the World, Ben, Man in the Mirror

SAT

Hom nay nhan duoc kq SAT 2 rui!!! Biet ngay la the nao minh cung se lam an the tham cho Physics ma!!! Doan ko sai!!! Dung la linh cam nghe nghiep cua nguoi hoc Physics lau nam!!! Eo oi sao ma minh ghet Physics the co chu!!! Ko the hieu duoc la sao minh lai dot cai mon day den the!!! Thoi, co het suc roi thi cung chang biet lam the nao duoc!!! May la Maths cua minh duoc toi da (ca thien ha duoc full score for Maths!!!)!
Dang hoc hanh cay bua khung khiep cho CT!!! Hoc Geog luc thi hay, luc thi nan qua!!! Noi chung la phai hoc la met roi! Thay duong hoc cua minh con dai qua! Hoc xong A-level roi di hoc dai hoc roi di hoc Master! Chac fai den nam 26 tuoi moi duoc ve han VN song sung suong voi bo me day! Ma luc day co khi bo me lai duoi di lay chong ay chu!Thay co nguoi ko hoc nhieu ma van lan vao doi, van thanh dat, van kiem ra khoi tien, van suong! Hoi bat cong ti! Nhung ma nghi di nghi lai thi moi nguoi song tren doi mot duong di rieng roi, co ai giong ai dau! Cung chang phai ghen ti voi ai lam j! Du co buon co suong, du con duong co khac nhau the nao thi moi nguoi cung song theo cach cua rieng minh, va di het con duong ay!
Hom qua vua phat hien ra la minh moi song duoc tren doi duoc 19 nam thi da quen con ToLan duoc nhung 12 nam roi!!! Khung khiep qua!!! Ko fai la cai su quen no la khung khiep doi voi minh ma la thoi gian troi nhanh qua!!! Ko the ngo la minh voi no luc nao cung ke ke voi nhau trong rat nhieu giai doan, sang den Sing roi van dinh lay nhau!!!Hoc cung lop hoi truoc roi b h o cung phong!!! Dung la so phan roi! Nhung rieng khoan nay thi cam on so phan rat la nhieu!!!
Ke hoach di Malaysia van dang pending!!! Uay ai cung muon di lam ay!!! Hom truoc nghe tin la co truc trac ky thuat, ai cung depressed luon!!! Pray!!!!
B h thi di hoc day!!! Van buon cho SAT qua co!!! Chang lam the nao ma het buon duoc!!! Buon qua!!! Nhung ma chac la ko thi lai dau!!! The thi the chu!!! Thi SAT met lammmmm!!! KO THI LAI!!!!

Phai lay chong giau

May hom nay, do con Mieo cu suot ngay: "Bom oi!Lam the nao de lay chong giau???"!The la moi nguoi duoc mot me huyen thuyen cuoi len cuoi xuong!!!Tieu chuan cua Mieo cao lam ay: vua phai giau, phai tu te, ko keo kiet, dep trai, cao rao, va dang co don!!!Khiep!!!Lam j co ai ma hoan hao, ko ti sut seo nao nhu the!!!Roi lai gan ghep Mieo voi anh ToLan!!!Dung la het viec de lam, het chuyen de noi!!!
Chang hieu sao chua bao h co y nghi la phai lay chong...giau!Chi nghi la phai lay chong giong nhu bo minh thoi!!!Thay nguoi ta noi la con gai thi thich lay con trai hoi giong bo cua minh, vi co cam giac tin tuong hay nhu the nao ay!!!Chang ro!!!Ma cung chang co chi tieu j ro rang cu the ca!!!Ma co khi la chang lay chong!!!Dao nay la con do day, chu hoi truoc thi chang hieu lam the nao ma ng ta co the nhin mat nhau tan hai may nam troi ma ko thay chan, nhu bo me minh ay, kham phuc that!Nhung ma b h co ve sang da ra mot ti, hieu ra la co con cai vao, no khac!!!Nha cua dong vui hon, cung co nhieu viec de lo hon!!!Nhung ma van chua thay thuyet phuc lam!!!Thoi!Luc nao can hieu thi se tu hieu ra, co co qua b h thi cung den qua co thoi!!!
Ma hom truoc lam cai quiz tren FB, dam keu minh lay chong nam 19 tuoi!!!Da lam j co nguoi yeu ma lay!!!Nham nhi vo cung!!!Kho, biet la quiz tren FB nham nhi ma van cu lam!!!
Hom truoc vua len blog cua c TrongVeo, doc duoc bai tho c viet ve HaNoi!!!Thay cang them yeu HaNoi cua minh!!!Yeu lam ay, du HaNoi ko phai la cua rieng minh, nhung ma ai cung co the tim thay mot goc rieng cua minh o HaNoi!!!
B h HaNoi to hon roi, chang biet la nhu the nao nua!!!
Thay ngay hom nay quen quen, hinh nhu sn ai day!!!Tri nho dao nay hoi kem!!!

Break!!!

I'm supposed to study for SAT now!!!But saturation point reached, like so long ago!!!So I decided to put a STOP there for my SAT mugging cos I believe in the value of BREAK!!!!

I'm really excited to go home!And I have been feeling so for the past few weeks, which is rather strange!I only experienced this excitement during sec 3; it was something like I would spend the entire dinner talking about what I would do when I reached home, I would write down what I would shop with my mum and I would list all the things I wanted to do and all the plans and stuff!Back then, I could not wait to go home!That sweet feeling gradually faded away as I came to sec 4!Its not that I did not like going home, I guess it was more of that I got used to not being home better, added by the fact that I got busier and busier every passing holiday!The experience in J1 was the worst; I dragged going home cos I did not want to confront my parents about God and church stuff!And it was really quite bad at home; we had heated arguments and my mum ended up crying, which in turn made me cry too!(I take comfort in the fact that both my mum and I are quite dramatic!)!But the amazing thing about life is that I might feel like the end of the world at that particular moment, but as I'm looking back now, that moment is just one in a chain of moments that lead to who I am and what I am doing now!I thank God that I did not get too hung up over my parents reactions towards me becoming a Christian!

This time round it is totally different!I'm going mad over the thought of being home: practically being with my mum and dad, and more than that, practically being at the place where I truly belong!I discovered recently that there are many ways I can miss a place!When I was in sec 3 and 4, I miss HaNoi for the people there: my family and my friends, for the food, and for the comfort of familiarity!But now, there is a new dimension for the way I miss it: I guess I miss more intangible and small and trivial things!Like how I miss the feeling of walking along the pavement in an autumn day, looking at the autumn leaves slowly falling down!Like how I miss the drizzle in a spring morning and my great satisfaction after helping my mum decorating the living room for Tet (the Vietnamese new year)!!!I even miss the sight of people cycling with huge buns of flowers for sale at the back early in the morning!I miss all of this so bad now!!!I also miss the way all the small streets interlinked to make anyone unfamiliar with them easily get lost!!They are messy, but they are just parts of the surroundings that have seen me grow up!!!I want to major in urban planning in order to make HaNoi neater and more organised as a city, but sometimes I wish it would remain like this forever for its messiness, to me, is lovely, and always will be!

I now truly believe that everyone has a place that he/she feels a great sense of attachment to; in the case someone does not, I think it's really sad! My dad has always said that I took after him in being so firmly attached to place! That's why I cant think of myself spending the rest of my life anywhere else except for HaNoi!!!

I will miss Singapore too, for the people here!!!!But I always tell myself to get used to missing things because there will be so many people walking in and out of my life, there will be so many places I will go to once in a lifetime, and there are so many changes in this world every passing moment!It's impossible to have nothing to miss cos we are unable to hold on to everything all the time (sadly, there are opportunity costs in life too) and there are things such as feelings, which we can never ever experience twice!So as part of growing up, I look at it with a more positive attitude!If I have something to miss, I know that my life has been worthwile to me!

I thank God for all the things that I'm missing so bad now cos they remind me to never ever take any moment in life for granted!And pray for SAT tmr!!! Jia you everyone!!!

P/S: Thanks Sher&Jess for the lovely Big miss!!!!I will be more motivated to gain weight man!!!LuvLuv!!!