Mooey was back from bangkok yesterday!!!! Now is the time for inventories!!!!
He bought for himself: three shirts, two pairs of shoes, one set of SUPER CUTE pajamas
For me: two lovely dresses, two belts, one retarded looking elephant shirt, one DORAEMON towel!!!!! (It is a HUGE towel featuring a DORAEMON lying on the beach chillaxing!!!! I LOVE IT!!!!)
For his grandma: one flowery shirt for her to wear for CNY
For Julian: one jail shirt hahahha
For my mom: a pretty scarf!!!!
For no one (thank God): one fake POO
Looking at the list, I am the one who gets the most presents!!! Thank you DORAEMOO!!!!
It was really cool that you went for service in a church over there in bangkok!!! And your friend came along!!! I really believe that God somehow sew the seed of faith in him!!!!
Service at our church yesterday was about Easter happening everyday!!!! During the worship time, when we were singing Mighty to save, God asked me one question. He asked "Do you REALLY believe that I AM mighty to save?". I was taken back. I believed, but not with all my heart, and not always. I guess that is what you called faith of a mustard seed. And there is some funny thing here. You normally have a big faith when you are young in age or in Christ or when you are really a mature Christian, who experiences encounter with God through it all. There is not much space for the middle ground; it is rare. When pastor Matthew shared about how he is well prepared for God's miracle healing; he wants to be saved and believes that he will be. God then asked me another question: " Do you REALLY want to be saved?". I realized then that God was not looking for an answer to that question, He just wanted to get me thinking. You need to be desperate enough to be saved by Him. You need to really believe that there is no other way but Him. You need to stop trusting in your very own strength. Only then you will do what God tells you to do, not what you think is right. The thing He asks you to do may be absurd, or painful, but what do we have to lose, really? That's probably why we encounter God the most when we are kinda messed up and desperately searching for Him. I think God comes for those who wants to be saved, not those who needs to be saved. To fill the gap is free will, the beautiful gift God has kindly given us all out of love, knowing that it will break His heart far too many times.
So service was good, because it was where I found God, yesterday.
Bye friends!!!!
p/s: I received Fireproof. Thank you Jess and Sher!!! Yup, Love never fails!!! And Love is patient too!!! :D