Dear God

I simply want to thank You for EVERYTHING
The happiness, the hardship, the uplifting moments, the hopelessness, the worries, the trust, the peace, the encouragement, the love and the faith.
Amazing Grace that You have for me
EVERYTHING is part and parcel of following Your heart.
I shall not quit.

"For the joy of the Lord is your strength"

Here we go again

I try my best to make time for you, and for us. I know you do too friend.

But you think that there is not much you can do when we are far apart. Why? Isnt it you have to do more and try harder in a long distance relationship?

I think every minute talking to you or seeing you is precious because I really really dont know what will happen tomorrow. I treasure them all. I am okay with you just chilling out and relaxing as you want. Like last time I told you, we could do our own things, being happy in each other's company. But it is not this feeling that surfaces this time round. It is the feeling that you are just maintaining our relationship. The fact is that if I were not there, you would not be bothered? It is not that you dont want to talk to me, I agree. It is just that you are fine with not talking to me There is a difference I guess. That is where I get sad because I feel extra and stupid. Maybe you are thinking that I am really dumb for making a fuss over this.

I do look forward to weekends friend. But I realize that you dont need me to be there all the time.

Maybe I am just unreasonable and moody.

And I can tell that you are bored and fed up with all of this

I'm sorry.

P/S: Do you mind listening to Dear God by Fm Static?

Inevitable Here without you Tonight

Tonight I've fallen and I cant get up.

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up.

And everynight I miss you I can just look up and know the stars are holding you , holding you, holding you tonight.

But all the miles that seperate disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face.

I'm here without you baby but you're still on my lonely mind.

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time.

I'm here without you baby, but you're still with me in my dreams.

And tonight, it's only you and me.

We could stay in this moment for the rest of our lives.

Is it over now?

Is it over now?

I want to be your last first kiss that you'll ever have.

I want to be your last first kiss...

P/S: Fm Static is a Christian band!!!!!!!!

Nam het Tet den

Veo mot cai the la den 30 Tet roi. May hom truoc Ha Noi con nong nhu mua he, hoa dao no tung toe. Hom qua troi tro gio. Tinh day thay se se lanh, me da tat quat tu luc nao ko biet. Dung la hoa cuoi, nguoi cung cuoi. Banh chung, gio mo voi canh mang, the la do mot noi lo cho me. Thay Tet den, me con vat va gap may lan ngay thuong. Tat ta di het noi nay den noi no, mua het cai nay den cai kia, ve den nha thi lai don dep, lo cung tat nien. May nam nay co minh o nha, vua giup me duoc vai thu, cung vua sam sua Tet voi me cho vui. Nhieu khi cung bao me la me cu ve viec ra ma lam, don gian thoi cho do met. Me bao la ca nam cung duoc co ngay Tet, don gian nhung van phai day du. Dung la Me.

Gio mua ve, troi hoi am u, co ve ret muot the nay moi co khong khi giao thua. Cai cam giac buon buon tiec nuoi. Biet la nam moi den day, nhung cung co nghia la nam cu se qua di, cai gi qua di du vui du buon ma chang khien nguoi ta suy nghi mot ti, tram tu mot ti. Chang biet nam qua minh da lam duoc nhung gi roi? Cuoi cung thi cung het 4 nam hoc bong, bay gio lai thanh long bong that hoc! Chang co viec gi lam, chua co dinh huong tuong lai, tat ca van chi dang o thi " Neu", cau tra loi cho cau hoi nao cung chac chan la " Chac la"! Tu bay gio cho den luc di hoc dai hoc cung phai con den nua nam nua! Chang biet the nao ca! Minh so nhat la canh Nhan cu vi bat thien, khong phai la minh se quan chi lam hai ai. Chi so ranh roi qua, nghi nhieu, thanh ra nghi lung tung!

Hom qua Dau Tay duoc ve nha. Trong co ve den hon mot ti, nhin thay khong the khong cuoi. Khong phai la vi buon cuoi, ma la vi suong. Ca hai dua cuoi toe toet. Tu nhien muon moi Dau sang Viet Nam an Tet qua! That ra trong mot tuan Dau di NS, toi nao cung nam tren giuong, nghi! Khong nghi lung tung, ma la nghi theo tieu chi dinh huong tuong lai. Tuong lai gan, roi den tuong lai xa. Chua nghi ra duoc cai gi thi da thay truoc mat trai ra mot mau, nhoe nhoet. Minh luon tin la Chua da sap san moi viec, nhung ma muon biet cai su sap dat ay no nhu the nao.

Nguoi ta hay noi ""30 chua phai la Tet", roi nha minh lai co cau "Mung 1 la het Tet". Chac la Tet se chi ngan ngui the thoi.

Biet lam the nao duoc khi trong long khong phai la Tet...

Your Call

When you are sad, call on John 14

I will not leave you as orphans, I will come to you

When you have sinned, call on 1 John 1: 8-9

If we say we have no sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive our sins and cleanse us from all our unrightousness

When God feel far from you, call on Psalm 139

Search me, O God, and know my heart

When your faith needs encouraging, call on Hebrews 11

Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen... And without faith, it is impossible to please Him for whoever draw near to God would believe that He exists and that He would reward those who seek Him... And all these, though commended through their faith, did not receive what was promised, since God had provided something better from us that apart from us they should not be made perfect

When you are scared, call on Psalm 23

The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want

When you are worried, call on Matthew 6:34

Therefore, do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own troubles

When you are losing hope, call on 2 Thessalonians 2: 16-17

Now may our Lord Jesus Christ himself and God our Father, who loved us and gave us eternal comfort through grace, comfort your hearts and establish them in every good work and word

When you are seeking peace, call on John 14:27

Peace I leave with you, my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid

When you dont understand what God is doing, call on Isaiah 55:8-9

For my thoughts are not your thoughts

Neither are your ways my ways, declare the Lord

For as the heavens are higher than the earth

so are my ways higher than your ways

and my thoughts than your thoughts

What number should I dial now?

P/S: When you pray, call on Matthew 6: 9-13

40 kinds of sadness

For the first time, I find a soccer match EXCITING!
I guess it is because I have a team to cheer for!!!

Suddenly feel a bit lost
In God
I dont know what He really wants for me right now
I dont know if it is really God's plan or if it is that I am just useless, when things dont turn out the way I want them to
Can He just seriously speak to me?

But have I really listened?

Dear God, draw near to me as I draw near to You please...

Prettiest Friend

Hi papaya cutter gonna be!!!
I dont believe you know you're amazing how...

I pray that God will bless your NS!!!
See you and your botak head next week!!!!!!!!!!

And she will be loved

I just realize something, Mom has a story to tell. She always does. But most of the time, I am too busy regarding her as a mother, a wife, a teacher; not as the core of who she is, a woman. She has her childhood stories. She made her own mistakes. She holds her own regrets. And she makes me think twice. I have been everything to her, yet a friend.
For the first time in my life, I suddenly feel this daughter-mother connection. It is just simply the urge to get to know her better. It sounds funny; I have known Mom since the moment I was born. So? 20 years down the road, here I am: being able to see her, yet seeing through her.
I truly want to take time to listen to her now, not because I have no other option or I don't want her to get mad. I am just interested. There is so much to read into what she has to say. There are secrets that I want her to share with me. That way, I want her to feel loved.
If I want to get to know Mom better, may be I can help in getting her to know herself better.