Everything I'm not

Hello friend!

I really mean it when I said sorry.

I walked out of the house, knowing that you would be irritated and that I would once again make everything go wrong.

But there was this part of me knew that no matter what I would be safe around you.

Your reactions made me scared and I had no clue about what to do next.

May be I should stop making your world revolve around me.

You say it's kiddish. And you don't fancy it.

This is just one of the million things that you do not like about my kiddish nature.

I will try to change, just scared that I wont be myself when I am around you anymore if i try too hard. And that's the last thing you want, I know it for sure.

I will try, at the same time, I am just wondering if you have ever considered learning to love those parts of me. Have you . . .?

Thanks for telling me all of this.

Love you,

P/S: Have a blessed Sunday and take a break from me k. I dont want you to get tired from loving me.