Here we go again

I try my best to make time for you, and for us. I know you do too friend.

But you think that there is not much you can do when we are far apart. Why? Isnt it you have to do more and try harder in a long distance relationship?

I think every minute talking to you or seeing you is precious because I really really dont know what will happen tomorrow. I treasure them all. I am okay with you just chilling out and relaxing as you want. Like last time I told you, we could do our own things, being happy in each other's company. But it is not this feeling that surfaces this time round. It is the feeling that you are just maintaining our relationship. The fact is that if I were not there, you would not be bothered? It is not that you dont want to talk to me, I agree. It is just that you are fine with not talking to me There is a difference I guess. That is where I get sad because I feel extra and stupid. Maybe you are thinking that I am really dumb for making a fuss over this.

I do look forward to weekends friend. But I realize that you dont need me to be there all the time.

Maybe I am just unreasonable and moody.

And I can tell that you are bored and fed up with all of this

I'm sorry.

P/S: Do you mind listening to Dear God by Fm Static?