It has been 2 days since you booked in and I have been quite busy running here and there to settle my work in Singapore. Thank God for the smooth run of things and a pleasant turn of events.
It is only when I lay down on your bed and cover my face with Blanky that I start to miss you so so much. A heart wrenching feeling, which makes tears stream down so easily in such a nonstopping manner. On my way to MRT today, as I walked past the path that we have walked together hand in hand so many times, I thought about you. You were probably somewhere running under the hot sun, or shouting out random noises. You were just half an hour of drive and one hour of ferry (is it???) away from me, but it seemed so far away. It seemed like we were world apart. May be it is true, because I will never understand what you are going through and how you are feeling inside there. Put it this way, I may understand, but I cant really relate to you. So it was a pang of sadness for me to come to realize that I cant do anything to help you when you feel so bleak. What you said made perfect sense! But again, my only reason is that I have strong Faith that something good will come out of it if you press on and persevere. Pray friend! I believe that God will show you the way! Talk to Danny and ask him to pray with you as well!
It is nice to accompany your mum and your grandma at home watching Korean Drama and Kungfu Kitchen. Tomorrow I am moving out about 11am!
I was not disappointed.
I was not sad.
I was just confused. I dont know whether to persuade you with that Faith of mine or just let it be your way.
And I know that it sounds stupid to you, but I start thinking about whether I will be able to support your many other decisions in the future.
Will off the light for your grandma now!
Bye friend!
I thank God once again for the very fact that you are seeking Him with all your heart! And I'm still praying for the moment that you will finally let Him in!
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