Dear God,
I think I am very broken.
Something very wrong is going on here.
But I really dont know why.
A voice is telling me that You are not where You are supposed to be.
May be I am not putting You first all this time.
May be that's why I find it so hard to feel loved.
May be I have learnt the lesson that only You can be my everything, and no one else.
I am trying to make someone else meeting all my needs and I am failed.
I am disappointed and hurt.
I dont even know who is right and who is wrong anymore.
But may be that is not even important after all, trying to reason it out.
This is a painful way to learn it.
A heartbreaking one.
So be my everything
Come and fix me please
Thank You God
Amen