Apparently, God is way beyond amazing. I have reached 1.9k in pledges for Gen 12ii and ran out of names to ask for support. I was praying really hard the other day for some open door to raise the last 200 dollars. It then struck me that if I really had faith that God would provide, there was no reason for me to worry about that 200 dollars. It will come, sooner or later. With such a happy thought, I forget about that 200 dollars and happily go about my mugging for my exam next week. It really came as a surprise when I received Wah Sun's sms saying that she would like to give 200 bucks!!! aha!!! God is real cool, isnt He?

Things have been stormy in our relationship so far. I gradually realize that probably I have grown to be too demanding and constantly expecting something out of you. It may be true after all that forcing out changes in you does not help. Service today spoke to me a lot. Every single word pastor said seemed to be for me and just for me alone. It is pretty much a very cool feeling you get when you attend a service which speaks the language of your heart. So thank God for this gentle reminder. And I thank God for you too, for being there for me even when I was throwing tantrum at you like a small girl. At the end of the day, I just want to love you for who you are.

I'm falling asleep as I type these lines...

zzzzz

SNOREeeeeee!!!!