Staggering path

I started reading Grace Notes yesterday. It was really a good read. Once again, I am reminded that God is so gracious and He loves us so much. A truth brought forth by Philip Yancey (and Leo Tolstoy as well): no matter how staggering our Christian paths seem to be, we are walking home. Yes, home, where God is waiting for every single soul to knock on heaven's door.

Moo is leaving for Bangkok tomorrow. Pray that God will grant him and his friends journey mercy, protection and fun time well-spent. Hope that it will be worth a treat after Brunei for jungle and boatie Moo.

I think not many people will know that we are not together anymore because I wont be going around telling them so. And my status on fb has been single for quite a long time. But just to let anyone, who is concerned, know that we broke up on good term. We are definitely still friends, how close we will be, we are not sure. We will see how it goes. For the reason of this, it is mainly my lack of joy and my sense of insecurity that prevents me from loving Moo properly (1 Corinthians 13: 4-8 kinda love). So in the mean time, I'm waiting for God to heal my soul instead of further bringing our relationship into an episode of sorrow and sadness. And we are waiting on God too because we are not sure of His will.

That's the necessary update.

And I'm sleepy. But still have one mindmap to study.

I may be doubting God and think that He is quite inconsiderate and stuff. But God is really my hope and refuge, in every season of my life.

Now, more than ever.