IU!!!

Waiting for IU result!!! Even though i'm trying to convince myself that we still have a little bit of hope, deep down i know that the situation is kinda hopeless!!! If CCLA camp is canceled, there is no reason for IU to get approved!!! Efforts not really wasted cos the junior batch still can use our proposals and stuff. It's just that the chance to do something again together as a batch is gone, and my Interact life will end rather abruptly without IU!!!
Think positively then!!! No IU, i can go home earlier!!! See mommy and daddy, and people whom I have suddenly missed so much these days!!! Sometimes I just have a feeling that I have not seen a person for like eternity but the connection between us is still so strong. That's what a true relationship is all about I guess!!!!
Anyway, I have been constantly with God these days. The main reason is that I just realize how helpless and powerless I am in my situation right now, and no one can help me either!!! And here I turn to God!!! And thankfully I find comfort! I used to feel like giving up, but after praying to God, I had this positive feeling that if I am persistent enough in my prayer, something will happen somehow!!! That's is faith i guess, faith in the thing unseen, and that God will be able to fix things for me!!! I place my trust in Him!!!And I thank Him for that! AMEN!!!!